Thursday, March 27, 2008 @9:38 AM
Before this.I would like to wishASHIQINJOEYPRIYAME! SANDYHAPPY BIRTHDAY!******************I am seriously feeling a little mixed here. And no, I don't think it's my hormones or puberty or PMSing. It's just that sometimes, I kinda feel a bit frustrated whenever I just sit down and think what's my life really about. :/I tend to feel a little jealousy among those with me, and I have a friend who's acting out in this movie, called Ah long or something like that. It's so cool. but she had to cut her hair short. :/I just kinda feel quite sad cause me and my friends like to talk about our life, and prefects are so busy, and my studies seem pretty idiotic, cuz everyone started studying except for me. UGHH. I mean, I'm very proud at the fact I got second place in class, but the fact that if everyone catches up with me, it's gonna be so hectic, plus, my class is so competitive.I tend to feel a little emo when I think about my friends. Other than my school friends, I also have cheer friends, bowling friends, even Kelsey, who's in DU, and my other friends who are scattered in other schools.It's pretty sad how we became apart, but we do keep in touch, and it's as if we WERE NEVER APART. I feel that way.My stamina went down for running, GARHH. it's like, every two rounds have to stop for a few seconds. LIKE wth. Honestly, I get tired easily, but when there are others around, I have to 'mengharumkan' my name, so I run run run, even if I feel like dying, I'll force myself. LOL.Yeah, And I hate being dark... OR TAN. TAN SKIN SUCKS FOR CHINESE GIRLS LIKE ME. PEOPLE CALL ME A MA LAI REN, BUT I AM A HUA REN. WO HUI CHIANG HUA YI LAH. (i dien dien) WO YUE HUI TING. SO, STOP CALLING ME A MA LAI REN! But.....One thing's for sure, I'm still proud of the way I am, although I might not be the best.(i might not even be NEAR there)I'm still happy things turned out this way. For better or worse.I'm happy that Joey and Rissara became closer to me, I really cherish them, And I might have a few friendship problems, but not EVER with them.I just feel like things are so superficial. And these things might not last forever.- Guys, I promise, you'll forever be my plaster supply. (:
