. Artisic Differences. Just Might Be Indenial.

Friday, May 9, 2008 @5:06 AM

My spoiled poopie. Adorable, montrous.

Today was a wreck, But like what my friend told me, life is not all about the dullness.

I just felt like I needed a shoulder to cry on. maybe one day they would realise whatever I've done for them.

In the morning, I went for dance practise. It was fun, but I did not have THAT MUCH fun.

because I didn't talk much, A scolded us for fooling around. The synchronising, the timing, the moves, everything was a headache. After that, someone recorded the dance, I just kept quiet. You think its funny to do that, eh?

Then, we learnt more routines, everyone was complaining their leg hurts, muscle cramps. I just kept quiet again, as I did not face any of that crap, I was enjoying it.

Went to bd after dancing, played, went back to class, Someone stole my seat, was a little pissed, as I thought they would save me a seat or some crap, I just went to sit next to S. At least, he layan-ed me.
During reccess, K told me something. I told my bestfriend. She leaked it out, to the main girl. I was so freaking angry, how could she do that to me? I just thought that, you know, she would just keep that in mind, that I never told anyone about her secrets, and she always leaked mine out. SHE LEAKED MY BLOODY SECRET OUT. how do I feel? GREAT.

Next saturday will be our full dress rehearsal, Wearing short mini skirts, black top,and black shoes.

WE foolded around in Lp, Again. Shahira, Vanessa, Shahs, and I was practising the dance steps, It's kinda easy, Aaron changed the choreography, he simplified it until all the nice moves had to get cut off-ed and replaced by easier ones. I am so upset, because he took off the 'body wave' Which I could do so well, Well, everyone said I could do it.

He also replaced one part when everything was supposed to be like 'BOOM!' but now it's like boom...

It's alright. At least we still get to perform.

Nice shirt, eh? I've just recieved it two days ago.

Robin cooked for me on Wednesday, It is so beautifully decorated, and it had my favourite topping. 'CHEESE' :)

Yum.

It was Absolute Fabuloso.

Ellis came to my school last week, I think. Or maybe last two weeks. I have a messed up memory.

Took a few shots. Had a few laughs, refreshed our minds with memories, sentences starting with the word ' Remember that time when we..."

Having fun, but it didn't seemed like we cliqued as well as before. I miss her, yes, I do. But what happens after that? Hey ellis, I've learnt how to move on, after missing your presence for five months. I've learnt how to 'not miss you' but you will always be in my heart.

Yes, I knew it was too good to be true. I just thought we could, we should have lasted longer?

Oh, guess what? Our old cheer coach, Chee Wei ( from charm allstars) made it to SYTYCD. So you think you can dance. WOAH.