Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @9:06 AM
I guess. maybe. I was wrong? but yet.I used to be really extremely close to this girl. We even cry once, which was really unbelievable since YOU NEVER CRIED in front of anyone before. And now you treat me like trash.You seriously. Neglected me. When I talk to you, all you do is just reply me by one word. Or just nod. It's so sick. I mean. I tried so hard to talk to you. For you to open up to me. Just because I was gone for a month. Does it mean that you are allowed to treat me this way? Does this mean that, you never appreciated our friendship?It hurts. God. It hurts. Plus. you're not the only one who's doing this to me. Everyone ask me to move on, how can I? As if its so easy. Especially if she means a lot to me. I'm going through a hard time. Everyone misunderstands me. everyone.And yet. I have to go crawling to my other friends. Feeling so pathetic. Yet, my other friends accepted me. I didn't want to sit with you guys who I claimed 'bestfriends' because those other people appreciated me.Okay. I'll reverse everything. You guys. YOU GUYS. you guys are something that means so much to me. But its so different now. She took my place. It's okay. Just that. I am so miserable sitting here. God, I feel so pathetic. SO FREAKING CHILDISH. AND SO FREAKING PATHETIC. Like a 12 year old kid who cries for attention.
Am I just another person who walks in and out of your life?
