. Artisic Differences. Just Might Be Indenial.

Thursday, June 19, 2008 @7:10 PM

Just came back from olahraga. Jogged for 10 laps. Damn dark now.

It sucks to be the only girl there, except Brenda. But she's too cool to hang out with me. Bwahahaha.

Tomorrow there's a carnival in KB. And there's a shopping trip with kai ni, vanessa, sharlyn. Etc. So which one should I pick? :/

Well. I feel much better now. Eventhough a part of me still wants to stay with my Navjit. Shahsfiny. Vicky. Sangitaa. Darshaini. Amanda. Kavisha. I love them all. Thanks for helping me so much to regain my confidence. Thanks for having my back. I will never leave you guys. I am so
Greatful to have ALL of you. :)

You guys really supported me. And YOU definetely cheered me up when I cried. It was so scary when I felt like those people were leaving me. But now, I know the truth.

My sweaty hand partner just had her hand surgery. I am so sorry I didn't visit.I wanted to visit you on thursday, but you'll be checking out then. I Love you. Ellis.

And yeah. I'm not afraid to admit it. I have sweaty hands too. I was born with this. But I'm gonna do an operation. I asked my close friends ' Will you come visit me?' They Said. 'OHMAGOD. What kind of stupid question is that? Obviously we'll come and visit lah, bodoh. No matter what. And we'll all come in a gang" Whereas. My bffs said. " It depends lah... If it's schooling day have to see first. "

I'm not comparing... but it's kinda funny how they respond to the question. :)

Kinda sad to be born this way. It brings down 70% of my self esteem. And It's so embarrassing last time, where I had to hide it from my parents. Can you believe it? I had to try so many tactics to avoid getting water on my book. It sucks. But it's okay. Cause My parents supported me in doing this surgery. No more turning back. :) Like what Ellis said, I can finally be normal.

I can't wait.

This is actually, A drawing of someone. She's not riding a bicycle, Ellis. LOL! Sandraaaa. So freaking funny. :P

Sorry Joey. I hope you're not angry with me. I have plenty of reasons why I thought you didn't feel comfortable with me. Sorry. Everything is just my fault. EVERYTHING. Please love me back. :( I always wanted to talk to you about it. But you're always busy. and there's always people around you.

I wish it wasn't like this.

I love you lah, sayang.

Went through my old art.

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