Saturday, June 14, 2008 @8:28 AM
I take back everything I said about you.
I always thought you were always there for me.You're so unbelievable. You did so much.
Okay, I'm sorry I sounded harsh. I just wanted to let you know. but that's not what I really meant. I understand you had to make your own decisions, and maybe you're afraid of telling me. So, I'll wait for an explanation.
You are very very very important. Well, just wanted you to know, again.
So, I might be a little over-exaggerated about my day, but..went out to yam cha with my sis. and then I went to school.
Came late for briefing. Already kinda upset cuz Things happened days ago. But I bottled it up, cuz I didnt wanna tell anyone YET. Had a migraine.
But I went anyways. So. as usual, my gang didnt wait for me when I entered science class. So, I walked with my other friends. Which really cared about me. And thats really sweet.And when my gang sat down and talk. I feel so..? sad? I don't know. It's like, my mood disrupts everything. And I just sat down there like a dummy. no one realizing my existence. I feel as if I can't clique with them. So I went to my other friends. That's what I normally do, after all those practises and missing classes.So that's it, and I wanted to tell my close friend. but, I guess, I shook it off. She asked me after school if i was upset. But why does she care? Obviously, this is such a childish matter. During recess, another shit happened. AAAAH!
But it's normal for girls. We tend to feel a little. unappreciated. I've been neglected. But I never spoke because I thought these things should be kept for me alone. But i hated this feeling. It's shit. I found out news that my moral teacher's not teaching anymore. so, there's another downside.
