Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @4:34 AM
Everyday. People will ask me. 'How are you?"And I reply, with my lips faintly curve upwards "fine."Well. What was I suppose to say? 'No. My day is horrible. It sucks."People would think I'm hella pessimistic.Crazy, in fact. And I don't wanna sound like a weirdo.But that's not all true. Every single day of my life is good. But not great.Because sometimes, the things I do, without realising it, might hurt a few people.And I'm sorry about that.Okay?And honestly, I guess I miss those times when I laughed because of those people.And every single thing they say hurts me. Not everything. But. A lot.Even if they don't realise it. Or maybe they want me to listen anyways.I don't know.Trust is something that is VERY important in each relationship. And it forms one. Because of that, we have 'gangs'. or 'bestfriends'Trust is the reason why I believe the other one.But right now. Who am I suppose to believe?