Tuesday, September 2, 2008 @5:17 AM
I really need to change my perception of life.
Yeah, it's pretty sad hw things worked out differently.
But still, we all have to move on,
I feel so angry, so depressed at myself.
I remember when Hira's mom came to me and said
"If you don't get in the KL league next year, if i was yr father, I'd be very dissapointed in you"
And I got really upset at that statement.
What if I don't get in?
I even made a promise to my dad I'd work hard bt all I did was stop bowling, just to go fr surgery.
God, I remember two years ago I was state champion for KL.
Being in school magazines, yr own page, "A star is born" -was my title.
And yet now, I'm dragged low,
there were many good players my age. And in the "below 18" category I made it into top four this year.
*sigh. Effed up man.
I really need to change my perception of life.
