Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @5:17 AM
its funny how it's human nature to crave for things we don't have. don't you realise it? when people say they wanna be 'YOU'. Or they wanna have your 'skin colour, your smile, your hair, you're personality.
Whereas we ourselves aren't happy with our own, and isn't it depressing to keep on wishing to have something you wont, ever have?
Anyways. my point. although i'm a pessimist, i deserve to be happy with myself, right?
It sucks when people mistaken me for a malay, and yet its funny to look at their faces. they'll be scrunching up their noses and ask 'Ni se hua ren ah? ' or in another way 'ma lai ren',
Who else got it the same way? My cuzzie, Heidy.
She's exactly like me, retarded. Just yst, we were talking bout how we're gonna grow old and no one would love us cause we're a little out of our mind. :) hehe. aw. i love her so much. we're the awesome quahs.
at least i know im not the only one.
:)
anyways. on sunday i went out with vicky
n navjit with her family. watched hsm 3. it was not bad. cause i honestly did nt like hsm 1 & 2.
we took lots of pictures and crapped a lot during the movie. suddenly i'll start laughin for no reason, n they'll start laughing. some people would turn around and look at us.
There was one commercial where a fat girl was like "AKu bukan perempuan la bodoh, aku jantan lah!"
Then my friends said "OMGGGG, sandy! you're on tv weiyhh!" both of them started laughing at me. and i played along and said "That's me!' :)
I had fun.
On monday i went ou with ellis and her friends. hehe. it was alright. met up with a alisa and a few of them i;ve met before. very vry friendly people :)
well./ i've gotta go watch my eyelashes grow. buhbye lovelies.